Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Frustrated And Sane At Work During Late Hours

I’m about to leave work after working 12+ hours. My position doesn’t require long hours. What I feel now and what I want to share is I feel frustrated that I have to work long hours today, and I had plans later today including picking up my prescription, continue my Vacation Blog and reading books.

I also feel in control . . . sane if I may say so. I haven’t thrown anything in my cubicle, uh, wall. I actually don’t have a cubicle. I actually work at a wall! LOL Anyway, I guess I’m one of the lucky workers who is able to keep their cool. I know tomorrow is another day.

In addition to feeling both frustrated and sane, I also have feelings I can’t describe :o| I feel confused. I feel normal, in control, pissed off, and wondering what’s going to happen to me tomorrow all at the same time I’m finishing my work.

I really can’t blame the broker who made the request. When the broker makes a request, the criteria is always confusing and incomplete, and part of my job is to interpret and ask the questions to complete the request. It sucks. I can’t do anything about it. The request is time consuming, there were problems, and the request is needed tomorrow for a presentation.

The broker even had the nerve to email me asking me if I’m still at work. It’s better to call me. The broker works at home. Have the consideration and the sincerity to call me to at least talk about it. Emails are crap. Make the effort to call the person or person(s).

Wow! Towards the completion of the request, I received a call from my company’s office in Honolulu, Hawaii. Perhaps, the call was supposed to happen for me to take a break. It’s an example of using the telephone to call someone. Calling creates credibility and sincerity. Now the HVAC turned off. I have to go to the HVAC timer to turn on the HVAC. The next minor inconvenience is I have to find the automatic light switch turnoff and turn the lights back on.

Well, that’s it for tonight. Time to go home taking my usual route. I can’t read tonight. It’s going to be too late. Maybe I play some video games to relax. I rarely play video games because I’m busy. I hope to upload the first part of my Vacation Blog tomorrow. BTW, if I screwed up the request and the broker complains, kiss my ass *__X

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