Sunday, August 31, 2025

Throwback Blog: Follow The Money

Blogger's Note: Throwback blogs are blogs from my past. I start posting past blogs reflecting what I wrote. It's like my "A Second Look" blogs for which I give myself feedback.

Today's throwback blog is titled Follow The Money written on Sep 19, 2019. A person choosing a career can follow the money to find the popular careers today. The popular careers don't necessarily mean a high paying career. Anyone can make six digits or seven digits being a salesperson. Two letters are needed to update the blog in today's Information Age. The two letters are A and I--AI or Artificial Intelligence. A salesperson doesn't need specialized skills, knowledge, education, and experience.

I digress. Companies pay big salaries to people who meet the challenges of complex skills, knowledge, education, and experience in their industries.

I add the education system is the same: four years high school, two years associate's degree, four years bachelor's degree, and additional two years or four years for advanced degrees.

Deep Throat from the movie All The President's Men told Bob Woodward and Carl Bernstein to follow the money trail to solve the Watergate scandal. The follow the money thinking applies to careers.

Many of today's career challenges are skills, knowledge, education, and experience. We live in the information age. More careers require advance skills, technical training, indefinite education or self-training, longer hours, and more experience. More industries are complex, complicated, and difficult. Reference materials, books, notes, YouTube, and Google are required to research, to look up information, and to refresh our skills. Companies pay high salaries to workers who are strong, gritty, intelligent, motivated, and devoted to long hours. Companies pay high salaries to workers with highly demanded experience, best trained, and strong skills.

Some of the most common industries with high salaries include engineers, programmers, medical, scientists, and business. The five industries are changing rapidly. The best way to monitor the changes is job searching. Job postings inform the latest skills and experience. Job postings are up-to-date compared to college career centers and career counselors. Follow the money to learn the education, skills, and experience required in today's evolving industries.

There are some industries salaries have stayed the same. The reason salaries have stayed the same is because nothing changed. The skills are mostly the same yesterday and today. No technical training or little technical training is required. There is no need for additional education. The hours are the same. Little past experience is necessary. Almost all retail jobs the pay is low. Retail jobs haven't evolved. Post office, waiting tables, cleaning, and bus drivers their pay is low.

College Majors Lower Chances For High Salaries

I don't know how students majoring in humanities, fine-arts, art, music, education, and social science earn high salaries. However, these students can think of ideas earning additional income related to their majors. Podcasting? YouTube? Streaming? Blogging? Write books? Earn an advanced degree? Double major selecting a second major in a technical field or a business field? Generations ago college students can make a living in any major. Today's generation the high salaries goes to people with the latest and greatest skills and experience--the latest and greatest everything.

The workforce is not dumb. The industries are hard.

Update On A Past Blog

I forgot to mention to do something, anything new for which I'm uncomfortable in Get Back To The Basics When In A Jam on Sep 11, 2019. My life is moving forward too slow. It's time to take action. The best way is go back to the past when my life moved forward faster. I'm uncomfortable safely. I'm uncomfortable intelligently.

Thursday, August 28, 2025

Live A Productive Life At Best Or Not Waste My Life

Today I shopped for used books at multiple libraries. Libraries donated books for their used book sales to raise money.

I asked the question at one library, "What am I doing?" I'm wasting my time. My life is George Costanza. I'm long term unemployed. I live with my parents. I didn't ask for my current life. I didn't want my present life. I waste a day shopping for used books. I buy books at cheap prices on a weekday mid-morning to mid-afternoon. Waste is relative. I should be earning an income working instead of shopping. I should be living in freedom.

Life goes on. I read books which is an activity today. I gain knowledge for tomorrow. I acquire wisdom for tomorrow. Today is today. Today is it no matter the degree. Tomorrow is tomorrow. Tomorrow can be a life break in my favor.

Inbox

Today I fully understand the inbox is never empty. At least a piece of paper is in the inbox for tomorrow. The email inbox counter is greater than zero at the end of the day. Do it one at a time. Do whatever I can today. Continue tomorrow. Another responsibility is placed in the inbox tomorrow. There are no rushes. There are no emergencies. Choose and prioritize. I can say no to myself with no penalties. Many times I say another yes to myself with no extra rewards. Stop for the day. Rest, recover, and reset the focus to 100% tomorrow.

Wednesday, August 27, 2025

Twenty Random Blogs Aug 2025

Blogger's note: I increase the number of random blogs from ten to twenty.

Here are twenty random blogs in order of randomly chosen. Duplicate blogs are allowed from past random blogs. There are no duplicates today. The previous random blogs are Ten Random Blogs Jul 2020 on Jul 31, 2020, Ten Random Blogs Aug 2021 on Aug 13, 2021, and Ten Random Blogs Apr 2023 on Apr 16, 2023. Update remarks are included.

1. Watch Wall Street (Sep 26, 2005). I shared my activities before and on Sep 26, 2005.

Update remark: Wall Street is one of my all time favorite movies.

2. Never Stop Learning Lesson Emphasized Because One Of The Shermans Past Away (May 05, 2017). The Shermans was a couple who lived in the neighborhood for decades. They moved to the eastern USA to be closer to their families. The husband past away. The wife passed away in Jul 2017.

The lessons I learned continue today. Never stop learning. Find new experiences to experience. Don't waste life watching television eight hours a day. Some seniors choose the sedentary life watching too much television.

Update remark: Rest in peace Bob and Alice.

3. Three Hours Of Me Time Weekdays (Feb 08, 2013). I wrote my life working Mon to Fri from 9am to 6pm. Wake up, go to work, work at the company building, go home, and sleep eight hours. Three hours of personal time remain. Repeat.

Update remark: No full time worker sleeps eight hours a night on weeknights. More workers lose concentration, act grumpy, feel weaker, and make more mistakes. No full time worker spares three hours of personal time. There are too many responsibilities in today's Information Age. A worker must complete an hour's work in 30 minutes.

A balanced life doesn't exist. The successful people don't live a balanced life to become successful.

4. Throwback Blog: I'm No Longer Nice (Aug 27, 2016). I reuploaded a previous blog be a good person. Don't be a nice person.

Update remark: I posted an I'm No Longer Nice blog update on Aug 21, 2025 Keep Going In Life. I added, "Being extra nice doesn't result in extra rewards. It's not aloofness does pay. It's niceness doesn't pay."

5. It's Okay To Live At Home (Jun 18, 2013). I wrote valid reasons sons and daughters live at home with their parents. Sons and daughters must not take for granted living at home. Sons and daughters must continue living their lives to the best of their abilities.

Update remark: The blog is 100% true today.

6. Shelter In-Place COVID-19 Blog February 2023 (Mar 05, 2023). California ended the pandemic state of emergency on Feb 28, 2023. It was the start of loosening restrictions and mask mandates.

Update remark: None.

7. Highlight and Favorite 2019 Tweets (Dec 30, 2020). My favorite Tweets in 2019. I share my top favorites:

Tweets

Jan 21: A conversation starter. Ask the question, "What keeps you busy?"

Jul 28: I'm not dumbing down. Never dumb down your life. Don't be an asshole for yourself. Don't let people drag you down. Nobody holds your back.

Jul 28: These people must leave your life. People come and go for good or for bad. Some people leave your life. New people enter your life.

Sep 22: I just finished watching The Shawshank Redemption. My high school and college friend watched the movie when it was released in theaters. It was the most boring movie he watched. He didn't understand the point. I avoided the movie.

Sep 22: I choose to watch the movie decades later. Good movie. Recommended. The movie is slow. I put the pieces together watching the movie without success.

Sep 22: My friend is correct up to the climax of the movie. It's the best full circle movie I have ever watched. Stick around. Don't give up. Have hope. The pieces are together. Good things can happen.

Sep 25: The female middle school student was wise beyond her years. RT @BoyYeetsWorld: one time in middle school i dated a girl for 4 days and when she broke up with me she posted on facebook sometimes your knight in shining armor is really just a loser in tinfoil and to this day that the sickest burn I've ever gotten.

Favorites

Apr 23: @NBCSSharks, BARCLAY GOODROW!!! Watch the Sharks winger's game-winning overtime goal to give San Jose an epic Game 7 victory. Pic Video.

May 12: @SportsCenter, KAWHI. GAME 7. FOR THE WIN. Pic Video.

May 12: @espn, Another look at Kawhi's Game 7 winner. Pic Video.

May 18: @SJEarthquakes, CHRIS WONDOLOWSKI. KING. #WondoWatched Pic Video.

Jun 13: @SportsCenter, Klay turning around in the tunnel and coming back out to shoot free throws had Oracle going nuts. Pic Video.

Jun 13: @BayAreaSportsHQ, This moment is an all-timer. Pic Video.

Jul 14: @SportsCenter, GAME. SET. MATCH. Novak Djokovic outlasts Roger Federer in an epic five-set #WimbledonFinal Pic Video.

Jul 14: @espn, Longest final in #Wimbledon history: 4 hours 55 minutes, 422 points, 68 games, 35 aces. Pic.

Aug 12: @SexWithEmily, As much as we like to beat around the bush, dropping hints to your partner is not the best way of communicating -- your chances of being understood are much higher when you are direct about what needs fixing. #sexwithemily #communicationisalubrication

Sep 14: @HistoryInPics, The Beatle's last live concerts—at Candlestick Park in San Francisco in 1966 and then on a London rooftop three years later—have gone down as some of the most significant events in pop music history. Collector Finds Rare Footage of The Beatles's Top of the Pops Performance in His Attic.

Nov 19: @WakeOfWeek, I will always root for this man because of the way he has handled himself in hard times -- from bad coaches to having a different offensive coordinator every year to losing his job to Kaep to... this. #AlexSmith @lizbsmith11. Alex Smith's wife celebrates ex-49er's recovery from ghastly leg injury in emotional Instagram post.

Dec 11: @espn, Bill Belichick has his players focused on the 53 players in their locker room, not on social media. Pic.

Dec 16: @NBCSGiants, So many memories. @PavlovicNBCS takes you back through all of the best -- and funniest -- moments from MadBum's legendary Giants career. Pic Article.

Update remark: The Shawshank Redemption is my all time favorite movie. The Shawshank Redemption is not a slow movie after many rewatches.

8. Quad 3 Of 4: My Favorite Shape (Oct 24, 2006). The circle is my favorite shape. "My anything, anytime, and anywhere are going to come full circle good or bad. I make sure I create good circles and I innovate the circles."

Update remark: None.

9. Intelligence May Change Your Daily Life Intelligently (Sep 09, 2015). Use intelligence as an adverb. Think intelligently, communicate intelligently, work intelligently, and make mistakes intelligently are some examples.

Update remark: None.

10. Top 2018 Pics (Dec 17, 2019). My favorite pics posted in 2018. I share my top favorites:

Update remark: None.

11. Thought Provoking Information (Sep 03, 2017). A pics blog. The pic which inspired the title is below.

Update remark: None

12. My First Pop Tart (Sep 12, 2007). I ate a pop tart for the first time in my life. It was strawberry and strawberry with icing.

Update remark: No more pop tarts in my diet. I rarely drink milk. I stopped eating oatmeal in 2018.

13. De Anza Week Nov 15, 2010 (Nov 18, 2010). I went back to school to earn an AA degree in Accounting. I blogged one week during Winter Quarter 2010 at De Anza College. The week consisted of students and instructors with too much on their minds and too fatigued.

Update remark: They were the same yesterday. They are the same today.

14. First Time I Saw A Restaurant Close On Tuesdays (Dec 09, 2018). I said it best. "2018 is over. I wanted to try a restaurant in another city for the first time. I was in the area on Tue Dec 4. The restaurant is closed on Tuesdays. Are you serious? The event summed my recent life. Bad luck. Bad timing." The blog continued expressing my frustration 2018 was the year everything went wrong.

Update remark: I have not experienced another 2018. I have not let life take control of me.

15. I Own 15 Pairs Of Shoes (Jan 28, 2021). I posted pics of my 15 pair of shoes. They include exercise, boots, formal, and casual outdoors.

Update remark: None.

16. A Procedure To Stop Insanity (Sep 09, 2021). A life wisdom. Everyone is different. Everything is different. Birds of a feather flock together. Different folks for different strokes. There are matches. There are mismatches. A circle can't fit in a square peg.

Update remark: Live your life who, what, where, how, and I match who you are.

17. Lonely And Cheerful (Jul 24, 2007). I felt lonely and depressed in Jul 2007. I didn't feel cheerful. False optimism.

Update remark: The 2007 Summer Sabbatical failed. I did everything wrong. I admit I made a mistake. 2007 should have been one of the best years of my life. 2007 was one of the worst years of my life.

18. Throwback Blog: SOMT: Kodak Declares Bankruptcy (Sep 30, 2017). Toys R Us declared bankruptcy on Sep 19, 2017 which inspired the throwback blog on Kodak declared bankruptcy. The throwback blog was a brief explanation of the Kodak bankruptcy and my experiences using a film camera and a digital camera.

Update remark: Mismanagement, Amazon and Wal-Mart, and poor customer service are not the top reasons Toys R Us declared bankruptcy.

19. Work Mar 8, 2014 (Mar 08, 2014). I blogged the highlights when I worked in a retail start up. Dermatitis on my hands. Refusing a shipment. Both store locations short-handed. Purchased my first bottle of wine Raymond Cabernet Sauvignon "Generations" 2009. Wi-Fi problems.

Update remark: The dermatitis on my hands turned out to be a dirty workstation. I cleaned my workstation. No more dermatitis. I still own my Raymond wine bottle.

No smart person works in retail. Desperate smart people do work in retail.

20. Go To Sleep With A Smile (Oct 21, 2011). I was called for jury duty. I didn't get selected. The prospective jurors answering personal questions during the selection process convinced me my life is good. I sleep with a smile.

Update remark: Domestic violence can be a lifelong trauma. Some people you see when shopping are victims of crimes.

Thursday, August 21, 2025

Keep Going In Life

I look at my Facebook friend's list. I identify all my friends who attended my high school. Most of them were smart. They enrolled in honor classes. They enrolled in Advanced Placement classes. They were active after school such as sports, arts, and volunteering.

Fast forward decades later. Most of the smart high school Facebook friends are no longer smart. I'm the better person today. I'm smarter. I'm stronger. Why? They stop learning. They settle down. I have been catching up what I missed. I surpass some of them. I continue to catch up. I continue to exceed any expectations. I surpass more of them in time.

Don't quit. Never stop learning. Never stop innovating. Innovate infinitely.

Update On A Past Blog

aloof: not friendly or forthcoming; distant; disinterested.

I wrote a blog on Mar 9, 2010 titled I'm No Longer Nice. I stopped being nice. Nice guys do finish last. Niceness has limits. Niceness is more finite. I started being good. Good guys do finish first. Goodness has fewer limits. Goodness is less finite.

Moreover, being extra nice doesn't result in extra rewards. It's not aloofness does pay. It's niceness doesn't pay. Being extra nice is unlikely to change people's minds. Almost all of the time people's minds are decided.

Monday, August 18, 2025

Wrong Stress

I remember I took a nap at my first job after I graduated from San Jose State University. I was a Research Analyst in a commercial real estate company. The job title was misleading. My job consisted of 90% data entry and 10% analysis. I took a nap because I was stressed out. The stress was neither good nor bad. The stress was menial, repetitive, and boring data entry.

The jobs after working in commercial real estate were legitimate stress. Quick timelines. Bad management; although, management was bad in commercial real estate, too. Poor instructions. Last minute changes. Delays beyond my control.

Stress is relative. Stress is a perspective. The best people minimize stress such as the common knowledge eat healthy, exercise, and sleep for eight hours. I admit I failed minimizing stress. Lessons learned afterwards.

Today's workplace is fast paced. Today's workplace never slows down. More knowledge, more technical skills, and more responsibilities are required for most occupations. The workplace decades ago was kiddie pace compared to today.

Friday, August 15, 2025

X Is On The Clock

Patience is a virtue. Sometimes patience pays off with rewards. Sometimes patience costs with penalties. Don't know what to say. Can't respond. Too many unknowns. Processing continues. Adjust priorities. Wait for the favorable timing and luck.

Everything comes in time. The law. The system. The rules. The procedures. All is present in due time. Marriages. Graduations. Job interviews. Evictions. Championship games. Vacations. Car repairs. Medical appointments. New computers. Movie releases. Contract expirations. Academic years. Fiscal years. Full recoveries. All start in time. All end in time. Delays are likely. Cancellations are possible.

There are 24 hours a day. Guaranteed. Nobody speeds up time. Nobody slows down time. The inevitable. Give it time. Give them time. There is an end. There is the conclusion. This is it. Do you understand? Everything is coming soon.

Wednesday, August 13, 2025

Top Ten Plus Fifteen Equals Top Twenty Five Favorite Books I Read

I update my Top Ten Favorite Books I Read blog written on Oct 27, 2019. I repeat some of the introduction: Reading books is one of my favorite hobbies. I started reading more fiction books in 2008. I learn life reading fiction books than nonfiction books. Fiction books give me wisdom. Nonfiction books give me intelligence. I read 75% fiction and 25% nonfiction. I was on volume three in the Harry Potter series at the time of the blog. Harry Potter is number five. Here are my top ten plus fifteen equals top twenty five favorite books I read:

25. Cold Mountain by Charles Frazier. The author did his research on the Civil War. Some aspects of life exist today such as unfair life, read books, work hard, and despair. A recommendation from my uncle.

24. All The President's Men by Carl Bernstein and Bob Woodward. The Richard Nixon Watergate history is part of the book. Persistence is another part of the book. Memorizing all the politicians is not necessary.

23. The Book Thief by Markus Zusak. The illiterate main character stole books during World War II in Nazi Germany. Read World War II from innocent Germans point of view. Comedy, sorrow, and anger are some of the feelings the reader experiences.

22. Oh, The Places You'll Go by Dr. Seuss. I Read Dr. Seuss Books on May 2, 2025. The Places book is a top must read for grade school children.

21. Looking For Alaska by John Green. College students can both be smart and be a prankster. Best John Green book.

20. From The Mixed-Up Files Of Mrs. Basil E. Frankweiler by E.L. Konigsburg. A random book recommendation from a source I forgot. I thought it's an adult literature. It's actually a children's book. The adventure side of a child may open up after reading the book.

19. The Invention Of Hugo Cabret by Brian Selznick. I purchased a European edition book. The author wrote the story and drew the illustrations. The main character had courage I wished I had when I was a child.

18 The Hitchhiker's Guide To The Galaxy by Douglas Adams. Everyone must bring a towel.

17. Jurassic Park by Michael Crichton. The book is more violent than the movie. The Ian Malcolm character stole the story.

16. Project Hail Mary by Andy Weir. If you didn't read the book as of the blog post, then don't watch the movie trailer. The movie trailer is major spoilers. I cried three times.

15. The Power Of One by Bryce Courtenay. Teenage boys and teenage girls must read the book. The wisdom is learned at the beginning of the book. The main character practices the wisdom thereafter.

14. Forever . . . by Judy Blume. All teenagers and all parents must read the young adult classic book. The sex scenes and growing up lessons are relevant today.

13. Thinking, Fast And Slow by Daniel Kahneman. Follow the patterns.

12. The Glass Castle by Jeannette Walls. A family lives in multiple cities being in poverty. The reader experiences all emotions in the emotional spectrum. Watch the movie end credits after reading the book to put a face to the family on YouTube. I enjoyed Walls' writing style.

11. The 7 Habits Of Highly Effective People by Stephen Covey. A book from My Self-Help Books Recommendations blog written on Jun 28, 2020. Discover core habits. Practice, practice, practice the habits.

10. A Brief History Of Time by Stephen Hawking. I learned more than science reading the book. I learned life.

9. Rich Dad, Poor Dad by Robert Kiyosaki. How do people become rich? Kiyosaki answers the question how. The answer is not a college degree, an MBA, or working a six-figure income.

8. How To Win Friends And Influence People by Dale Carnegie. Readers adapt 20% of his suggestions increases his or her likelihood to meet more new people and create more circle of friends.

7. The Old Man And The Sea by Ernest Hemingway. I loved Hemingway's writing style. Short. To the point. No wasted words. An easy and a quick read to satisfy a quick urge.

6. Ender's Game by Orson Scott Card. My all time favorite sci-fi book.

5. Harry Potter by J.K. Rowling. I took me decades to read the book. I read the book three times during the COVID-19 pandemic. My house is Gryffindor. My wand is a white 10.75 inches made of oak with a phoenix feather core. My patronus is a tiger.

4. Moby-Dick by Herman Melville. The last three chapters were the best last three chapters I ever read. I understand all the references in the media.

3. To Kill A Mocking Bird by Harper Lee. Atticus Finch is strong. Atticus Finch is a model for a man.

2. Outliers by Malcolm Gladwell. Gladwell wrote luck and opportunity are the reasons why some people succeed.

Honorable mentions. City Of Thieves by David Benioff, Black Hawk Down by Mark Bowden, Who Moved My Cheese? by Spencer Johnson, The Silent Patient by Alex Michaelides, and Carpe Jugulum by Terry Pratchett.

1. Steve Jobs by Walter Isaacson. Jobs was a genius. Jobs was an artist. I promise everyone who reads the book becomes wiser.

Thursday, August 07, 2025

The Real Moving Forward

Moving forward equals active. Moving forward is closing old chapters. Moving forward is opening new chapters. Life moves on. Strength, courage, intelligence, and wisdom are required.

A person is dying when he or she thinks more about the past than the present and future. There is no more looking ahead. Dying is looking back only. Dying is evaluating what a person has remaining good or bad. It can be knowledge. It can be memories. The person gives up. The person's game is over. The person rewatches old movies and relistens to old music too many times. The planning ahead stops. Making plans to watch the next TV series, play the next video game, or read the next comic book don't count. Make real plans getting up and doing something. Stay busy.

Update On A Past Blog

I wrote the blog My Generation X Sucks on Jun 20, 2025. I said the forgotten Gen X is the gunnie pigs in today's Information Age. Gen X made the mistakes to correct for the future generations.

I wrote two blogs the Greatest Generation doomed future generations including Gen X, Gen Y or Millennials, and Gen Z. The Baby Boomers generation is responsible for the doom, too. I listed unsolved problems in the blog The Greatest Human Generation Doomed Their Grandchildren And The Future Thereafter written on Jun 25, 2022. Some of the problems include loneliness, increase costs of living, and poor physical health. The answer is yes to the question Did The Greatest Human Generation Doom Their Grandchildren And Their Future? asked on Mar 14, 2019. The Greatest Generation and the Baby Boomers created today's life being too good. It's difficult for future generations to learn from our mistakes.

Wednesday, August 06, 2025

Shelter In-Place COVID-19 Blog July 2025

California issued shelter in-place orders on Tue Mar 17, 2020. I have been logging the highlights and lowlights. A cool month literally speaking. Temperatures were cooler. Most of the month was calm and cool for me. Maybe, the month was too cool in a negative way. However, positive numbers increased.

Thur Jul 3. Shopped at Target and Safeway.

Sat Jul 5. Shopped at Safeway.

Mon Jul 7. US Health And Human Services Secretary Robert F. Kennedy, Jr., US Food And Drug Administration (FDA) Commissioner Dr. Marty Makary, National Institutes Of Health Director Dr. Jay Bhattacharya, and acting Director Of The US Center For Disease Control (CDC) Matthew Buzzelli are being sued for limiting access to the COVID-19 vaccine. The US medical associates, medical professionals, and scientists filed the lawsuit in US District Court in MA. The lawsuit stated Kennedy and the Trump administration acted "arbitrarily and capriciously" by changing the COVID-19 vaccine recommendations as unlawful. Kennedy said the COVID-19 vaccine is no longer recommended for pregnant people and healthy children on the CDC immunization schedule in May 2025.

Thur Jul 10. The Moderna Spikevax COVID-19 vaccine is approved by the FDA for children at increased risk from age six months to 11 years. Spikevax was previously approved for emergency use for pediatrics.

Fri Jul 11. The CDC reported COVID-19 cases increased in 25 states. The states were mostly in the southeast, south, and west coast. The entire US activity was low based on wastewater samples. However, last week was very low activity.

The CDC analysis concluded the virus surges two times a year. The surges happen from Jul to Sep and from Dec to Feb of the next year. The spike protein which binds to human cells undergoes a genetic change during the surges.

Sat Jul 19. Attended a used book sale at the West Valley Library.

Tue Jul 22. Watched the overtime game between England and Italy in the Union Of European Football Associates UEFA Women's Euro Cup semifinal at the 96th minute.

Thur Jul 24. Kaiser Hospital and lunch at L&L Hawaiian BBQ.

Sun Jul 27. Visited the State Street Market food hall.

Wed Jul 30. Kaiser Hospital. Shopped at Lucky.

Tuesday, July 29, 2025

I Dislike Going With The Flow

One of my top priorities is physical fitness. I take advantage of my long-term unemployed status to workout four days a week. Two days of jogging. Two days of lifting weights. I feel weak missing a week of workouts. I feel failure missing a week of workouts. I feel unhealthy. I falsely feel gaining weight. All of these feelings should be nothing. I have been sick in the past. I have been injured in the past. I eventually get back to health like professional athletes. There is nothing to worry about.

The week of Mon Jul 21, 2025 I hated going with the flow. Going with the flow reduced stress; on the other hand, stress increased missing physical workouts. Physical fitness decreases stress. The increase and decrease didn't cancel each other. There were events, instances, and circumstances beyond my control. My sister in-law and my nephew stayed overnight on Mon Jul 21. The household didn't have groceries. My brother, older nephew, and niece visited on Tue Jul 22. I cleaned the household on Wed Jul 23 to take advantage of the below average temperatures. I drove a family member to the hospital for multiple appointments on Thur Jul 24. I also experienced multiple stomach aches. The explanations were a poor breakfast and an inadequate lunch. My sister's dog stayed overnight on Fri Jul 25.

The entire week I adjusted my routines. I delayed routines. There were one-time priority tasks. The week of Mon Jul 21, 2025 was a crappy week. Acknowledge the crappy week. Everybody experiences crappy days. Everybody experiences crappy weeks. Nobody plans a crappy week. Unemployed people rarely experience crappy weeks due to fewer responsibilities and fewer obligations. Life happens. Move forward. Fighting the flow can be worse than going with the flow. Sleep well at the end of the day.

Update On A Past Blog

I convinced myself go with the flow on Mar 16, 2022 from the blog Consciously Aware My Mind Is Focused On The Flow. I wrote today's blog to reinforce go with the flow. There were no penalties, fines, and reprimands for the Mon Jul 21, 2025 week. Moreover, my right hip is sore for which I mentioned in the blog. Perhaps, no workout for the week may speed up the healing.

Thursday, July 24, 2025

Getting Lost In A Hospital Is Good

I drove a family member to the hospital for multiple appointments. The minor medical concerns were the right knee and left pelvis or left hip area. The first appointment I dropped her off at the wrong building. She walked from one building to the second building. We ate a quick lunch between the first appointment and the second appointment. The second appointment I repeated my mistake. I dropped her off at the wrong building. She walked from the second building to the first building.

I corrected my mistakes. There was a new third appointment at the second building. We correctly walked to the room at the second building without getting lost.

The last time I visited the hospital helping family members were Feb 2018 and in 2013 for which I forgot the month. I also visited the hospital waiting in the parking lot either in 2021 or 2022 during the COVID-19 global pandemic.

There is a good reason getting lost in a hospital. Knowing nothing the rooms, pharmacies, cafeteria, emergency room, medical offices, exam rooms, and in-patient rooms locations imply I don't need hospital services. I do the best to minimize the chances of hospital services. The last time I needed hospital services I blogged the Top Ten Daily Changes After O'Connor Hospital on Oct 21, 2017. It was the first time I went to O'Connor Hospital. I was diagnosed with Acute Gallstone Pancreatitis requiring two surgeries in Apr 2017.

Monday, July 21, 2025

Okay Stupid Past

Stupid then. Not stupid now. Everyone made mistakes yesterday. Everyone makes mistakes today. Everyone makes mistakes tomorrow. There should be a life rule the fewer mistakes a person makes as the person gets older; however, a person learning a new skill is exempt because people learn new skills making mistakes regardless of age. Acquire the wisdom to stop the mistakes cycle. Don't make the same mistakes. Don't repeat mistakes. Life finds a way. Some people make the same mistakes two times, three times, or infinitely. Forget reasoning why. There are no logical answers. Some people never learn.

I'm fortunate I learn from my repeated mistakes. I'm unfortunate I'm still paying for the mistakes. Better late than never correcting my mistakes.

Saturday, July 19, 2025

Pencils Are Good

I thought of a silly political movement. Bring back the pencil. There are too many people using pens. There are too many people writing with ink tools. I used a pencil from preschool to 12th grade. The only time I used a pen was English classes. I switched pencils and pens in college. I used pens throughout college. The only time I used a pencil was exams involving numbers including calculus, physics, and economics.

I want people use pencils more. I started using pencils more in Oct 2019. Sharpening your pencils is a positive. It forces people to take a break. Get up from the desk to move. There's something about pencils when people read their own notes in pencils. I can't put it into words. Rough beauty? Pens don't make writing beautiful. Handwriting make writing beautiful. Mechanical pencils are accepted.

Update On A Past Blog

Our past generations were correct regarding exercise and reading books. Prevent physical muscle loss by exercising. Prevent mental brain loss by reading. Exercising and reading are the best ways to maintain strength and intelligence. They maximize transition or application to other activities, functions, and responsibilities. Moreover, aerobic physical exercise benefits mental health, too. Aerobic exercise improves blood flow to the brain. Exercise and reading books can benefit emotional health such as positive behavior, spiritual health such as better sleep, and financial stability such as less time to spend on wasteful goods and services.

The above paragraph applies to three previous blogs on physical fitness and mental fitness. I said more people underestimate physical fitness from the blog More People Must Get Physical written on Oct 13, 2019. Exercise Your Body From Head To Toe Inside And Outside written on Jan 6, 2015 is about use it or lose it physically and mentally. Our bodies are meant to move and to think. The blog title Humans Have The Ability To Improve written on Nov 30, 2009 is self-explanatory for which we can change our physical abilities and mental abilities by exercising and reading.

Here are four blogs related to books for mental fitness. These are My Self-Help Books Recommendations written on Jun 28, 2020. My outdated Top Ten Favorite Books I Read I wrote on Oct 27, 2019 needs to be updated with more favorite books added. I said I prefer printed books which is number eight from the blog Top Ten Old School I wrote on Oct 16, 2019. The blog Read Books For Your Life on Oct 16, 2011 I regretted I didn't read books outside school during my childhood. I also said reading books keep the brain active.

Tuesday, July 15, 2025

Saturated And Flooded And Swamped Too Much Terrible

A common reason the video game arcades slowly died was the home consoles Atari, Intellivision, Nintendo, and Sega in the 1980s. Sony and the desktop PC continued the arcade death in the 1990s. Another reason was too many arcades. Arcade owners ordered more video game cabinets. Too many video arcade games led to more bad arcade games created people didn't play. Industry profits declined.

Today's Information Age is experiencing the same video game arcades history in the 1980s and 1990s. There are too many movies, television shows, podcasts, books, musicians, video games, board games, foods, drinks, and clothes. Also, there are too many YouTubers, Instagram accounts, bloggers, online tutorials for *insert subject*, TikTok influencers, online posts at bulletin boards, memes, and so-called professionals. Most are terrible.

Google arcade locations. There are arcades in existence. There are two websites which tracks arcades Aurcade and Classic Arcade Game Locations. Dave & Buster's is excluded.

Give it time. Time is the ultimate judge. The terrible fails. The terrible disappears. I'm confident the exceptions televisions, person computers, and radios don't die; on the other hand, never say never.

Update On A Past Blog

I wrote a blog to start a conversation blog Tell Me You Games on Dec 22, 2014. Another idea to begin conversations is share current events life changing moments. For example, natural disasters, politics, graduations, marriages, wars, championships, celebrity events, grand openings, and first times. It's a good idea to meet new people. Get people talking. Get people socializing.

Tuesday, July 08, 2025

A Garden

My dad and I assisted a family friend with routine garden maintenance. Mowed the lawn. Removed weeds. A lawn mower cut the grass. A weed wacker trimmed the grass edges. A metal rake, shovel, clippers, and loopers were tools to remove weeds. These tools existed at least a century. The front yard is maintained. The front yard is beautiful. Peace is created taking a break from today's Information Age. Effective time spent outdoors. The life lessons gardening are patience, take it one at a time, and breathe.

Sunday, July 06, 2025

Top Ten Plus Three Equals Top Thirteen Random Historical Events I Wanted To Be Present

I randomly thought of ten plus three equals thirteen historical events I wanted to be present. I use a time machine to go back to the past. I could be present at the event or I could be present at a memorial location such as at a college student union, at work, at home watching TV, or vacationing. No changes in my body inside and outside. All knowledge remains with me.

13. San Diego Comic-Con 1998 (Aug 13-16, 1998). Sailor Moon creator Naoko Takeuchi made her first US appearance.

12. Governor Bill Clinton Visits San Jose State University (Fall Semester 1992). I was stupid. I went home during a presidential campaign rally. It could have been a lifelong memory participating in US history. Number 11 is a do-over. I blogged my mistake The 1992 Presidential Election Bill Clinton At San Jose State University on Oct 28, 2021.

11. President Richard Nixon Resigns (Aug 8, 1974). Nixon is the only US president to resign from office. Vice President Gerald Ford succeeded Nixon. The Watergate scandal was the reason for the resignation. Five men broke in the Democratic National Committee headquarters at the Watergate Office building during the 1972 presidential election.

10. Star Wars VI: The Return Of The Jedi Opening Night (May 25, 1983). The third movie in the original Star Wars trilogy. Self-explanatory.

9. Korean Armistice Agreement In Panmunjom (Jul 27, 1953). The Korean War ended. A 4 kilometer or 2.5 mile wide demilitarized zone was established to separate North Korea and South Korea.

8. Japan Surrenders To The United States In World War II (Sep 2, 1945). The surrender was held on the USS Missouri. Japanese officials signed the Japanese Instrument Of Surrender.

7. The Dot-Com Stock Market Crash And Dot-Com Bubble Burst (Mar 2000). I worked in commercial real estate during the dot-com era. A senior executive broker told me a financial analyst on a radio told his listeners to sell everything when the NASDAQ closed at 5,048.62. A staff co-worker told me to "load up on Cisco" in 1999. The staff co-worker was correct. I could have made a fortune buying Cisco in 1999 and selling Cisco in 2000.

Number 7 is not necessarily a do-over; however, I could say I go back to 1997 when the stock market hit records numbers. I could have purchased stocks in 1997 and sold in 2000.

6. The Berlin Wall Fell (Nov 9, 1989). The Peaceful Revolution happened which led to the wall destruction and the fall of communism in Central Europe and Eastern Europe. Germany was reunified in Oct 1990.

5. Michael Jordan Wins His 6th NBA Championship (Jun 14, 1998). Jordan and the Chicago Bulls won a second three-peat NBA Finals Championship during the 1997-1998 NBA season.

4. The Catch. Joe Montana Game-Winning Touchdown To Dwight Clark (Jan 10, 1982). The San Francisco 49ers defeated the Dallas Cowboys 28-27 at Candlestick Park at the 1981 NFC Championship Game during the 1981-1982 NFL season. The Catch symbolized the end of the Cowboys' domination and the start of the 49ers' domination in the 1980s.

The 49ers defeated the AFC Champions Cincinnati Bengals 26-21 in Super Bowl XVI.

3. Michael Jackson The Dangerous Tour in Bucharest, Romania (Oct 1, 1992). The concert took place at Bucharest National Stadium. 90,000 in attendance at the sold-out stadium.

2. The Beatles 1965 Tour in New York, New York (Aug 15, 1965). The concert at Shea Stadium was the first musical band at a major stadium concert in musical history.

1. Steve Jobs Debuts iPhone (Jan 9, 2007). A phone, a musical player, and internet access in one.

Saturday, July 05, 2025

Shelter In-Place COVID-19 Blog June 2025

California issued shelter in-place orders on Tue Mar 17, 2020. I have been logging the highlights and lowlights. The residence didn't need to turn on the air conditioner. The temperatures were unseasonably cooler. I was out of the house many days. I wore my mask.

Mon Jun 2. Shopped at Macy's.

Thur Jun 5. Shopped at REI.

Fri Jun 6. Attended a family high school graduation.

Sun Jun 8. Ate lunch at Amakara restaurant.

Mon Jun 9. Shopped at Costco Business Center. Got gas at Chevron.

Secretary Of Health And Human Services Robert F. Kennedy, Jr. fired the entire 17 member Center For Disease Control (CDC) vaccine advisory panel Advisory Committee On Immunization Practices (ACIP). The secretary can remove and appoint members to advisory boards. There were conflicts of interest which included pro-vaccine and biotech companies making money off vaccines.

Wed Jun 11. Kennedy appointed eight new members to the ACIP. The ACIP was established in 1964. It reviews vaccine safety and efficacy. ACIP votes who receives vaccines. Their recommendations determine insurance coverage and physician recommendations. Kennedy promised to restore public trust for vaccines.

Mon Jun 16. COVID-19 cases increased in CA. The latest variant NB.1.8.1 is nicknamed Nimbus. The most known symptom is a painful sore throat feeling like razor blades. The feeling is the throat feels like razor blades moving inside or a person swallowing pieces of glass.

The CDC reported 37% cases from Nimbus. 38% cases from the variant LP.8.1. The case percentages were the two week period ending Jun 7, 2025. The California Department Of Public Health reported 55% cases from Nimbus. Wastewater tests indicated an increase in COVID-19 activity in many counties.

The World Health Organization (WHO) monitored the Nimbus variant. The global health risk was low.

Thur Jul 19. Shopped at Costco and The Home Depot.

I watched the WNBA basketball game Indiana Fever at Golden State Valkyries from the 5 minute mark in the fourth period.

Fri Jul 20. I watched the Boston Red Sox at San Francisco Giants from the bottom of the sixth inning.

Sun Jul 22. Ate lunch at The Olive Garden restaurant. I watched the second half of the NBA Finals Game 7 Indiana Pacers at Oklahoma City Thunder.

Wed Jul 25. Visited my dentist for a routine cleaning.

Thur Jul 26. Shopped at Lucky's.

Fri Jul 27. Shopped at Smart & Final and Lucky's.

The WHO released a report on the origins of COVID-19. The report concluded the COVID-19 global pandemic was caused by bats to through an intermediate host. All information to evaluate all possibilities are not available. All hypotheses must be considered. The WHO requested genetic sequences from people who tested positive with COVID-19 early in the pandemic, animals sold in Wuhan, and laboratory work and biosafety conditions at laboratories in Wuhan. China has not shared the information.

The Food And Drug Administration (FDA) expanded warning labels on the Pfizer vaccine and Moderna vaccine. Myocarditis is a rare heart inflammation. The warning labels list the risk of Myocarditis. The CDC concluded no increase in risk of Myocarditis.

Sat Jul 28. First back-to-back gym workouts. It was the first time since the pandemic started.

Update On A Past Blog

I blogged building a desktop PC at My Second Desktop PC And My Third Laptop written on Feb 24, 2020. Non gamers should build a low-end gaming desktop PC because the extra few dollars pays off with a more durable desktop. Here is updated information focusing on gaming desktops and gaming laptops.

A Central Processor Unit (CPU) processes instructions to run software programs. The process rate is faster with higher clock speed. A CPU is better with a higher number of cores. An Intel Core Ultra 7 or 9 is good for gamers. An AMD Ryzen 7 or 9 is good for gamers, too.

If the gamer has the money, the Random Access Memory (RAM) can be 32GB. RAM allows the motherboard to quickly store data and access data without going through the hard drives. The minimum and acceptable RAM is 16GB.

VRAM is Video Random Access Memory found in Graphics Processor Unit (GPU) or graphics card. A GPU is a dedicated hardware to display video, graphics, and pictures on a monitor. A GPU displays anything seen on a monitor. A GPU is better than the integrated GPU on the motherboard. A GPU is better with higher clock speed. NVIDIA GeForce RTX/GTX or AMD Radeon RX lines are suggested.

The refresh rate is the number of times per second a monitor displays a new image. The refresh rate is measured in hertz (Hz). 144Hz is high for many gamers.

A gaming laptop display should be matte instead of glossy to reduce glare.

Monday, June 30, 2025

Throwback Blog: 500

Blogger's Note: Throwback blogs are blogs from my past. I start posting past blogs reflecting what I wrote. It's like my "A Second Look" blogs for which I give myself feedback.

Today's throwback blog is titled 500 written on Aug 6, 2010. I wrote blog number 500. I didn't write a top 50 blogs. I reposted my top 30 blogs from 300 written on Dec 7, 2008. Today's blog is number 1,930.

I update my top 30 blogs. There are changes. Mistakes made. Lessons learned. My life changed. New knowledge. Intelligence expanded. Wisdom changed. Increased strength. Here are the top 30 blogs with updates in italics, strikethroughs, and my remarks noted with RM:

  1. Never take anything and anyone for granted.
  2. Trust my gut feeling.
  3. My [earlier] daily top five rules for living: (1) Don't criticize, condemn, and complain, and don't compare with others. (2) Don't act like a jerk or bitch. (3) Always speak calmly and be calm. (4) Don't daydream when driving. (5) Keep your head up high . . . look at [their] cute face when talking. RM: Sometimes comparing with others is positive.
  4. Continue to live life finding what you want to do.
  5. Never judge a person by their appearance.
  6. Remember to learn from [your] failures as well as your successes.
  7. It takes patience to learn who a person is for long-term family, friend, business, and romantic relationships.
  8. Do something else to take your mind off something you hate.
  9. Meet new people and make new friends continuously.
  10. It's OK to be alone.
  1. You must earn what you want in life.
  2. You are responsible for yourself.
  3. Schools have summer vacations; life doesn't have summer vacations. Life has vacations. Life has seasons like sports and TV series. Fiscal years, resets, endings. Life can say one continuous life; however, there are chapters, volumes, parts, checkpoints. RM: Everyone needs a break. Everyone needs a vacation. Everyone needs days off.
  4. Age is just a number. RM: Age is a factor in most situations.
  5. Have courage to say goodbye to anything precious.
  6. First years, first impressions, first go-around, and first successes are equally important as second years, second impressions, second go-around, and second successes.
  7. Everyone has the right to find happiness. Pursue happiness to find happiness.
  8. Be patient. Never rush.
  9. Take life one day at a time. Have fun, learn, and enjoy. Increment.
  10. If you talk the talk, you must stand by your talk.
  1. Do something to receive something.
  2. Money is a way to help people, create action, and show appreciation.
  3. Fight the pain, the suffering, and the struggles to keep living.
  4. Use your mind to see.
  5. Time is the ultimate judge.
  6. Live the present. Live the moment intelligently.
  7. Wait 24 hours for goods or services less than $100 and 48 hours for greater than $100 to avoid the urge to splurge.
  8. Do the little things and they add up in time.
  9. Life is a marathon, not a sprint.
  10. When you in a jam, go back to the basics. Go remind yourself the basics which is what I'm doing :D :D :D

Number 500! This blog is number 500 and the 5th anniversary for Innovating Common Knowledge. Good timing. I average 100 blogs every twelve months. That's too low. On the other hand, 100 is a good number because I spread my time writing blogs and many other activities. There are both sides to the discussion whether I spend too much or too little time writing blogs.

On my 300th blog, I shared my top 30 blogs. I choose to repost the top 30 blogs instead of creating a top 50 blogs. The reason is the lessons I learned and the wisdom I gained from my top 30 blogs applies to today's living--and tomorrow's living. They are powerful for me. The lessons and wisdoms are both old lessons such as life is a marathon, not a [sprint] and new lessons such as age is just a number. The timing is good for another review.

I continue to write blogs promoting change, improvement, and innovation. I continue to write blogs to open myself up and to experiment what I can and what I can't do. The Sign Of My Times (SOMT) and Accutane blogs continue as I reflect how life is changed now and when I was a child and my acne treatment, respectively.

Here is the summary of my top 30 blogs:

  1. Never take anything and anyone for granted.
  2. Trust my gut feeling.
  3. My [latest] daily top five rules for living: (1) Don't criticize, condemn, and complain, and don't compare with others. (2) Don't act like a jerk or bitch. (3) Always speak calmly and be calm. (4) Don't daydream when driving. (5) Keep your head up high . . . look at the cute face when talking.
  4. Continue to live life finding what you want to do.
  5. Never judge a person by their appearance.
  6. Remember to learn from you failures as well as your successes.
  7. It takes patience to learn who a person is for long-term family, friend, business, and romantic relationships.
  8. Do something else to take your mind off something you hate.
  9. Meet new people and make new friends continuously.
  10. It's OK to be alone.
  1. You must earn what you want in life.
  2. You are responsible for yourself.
  3. Schools have summer vacations; life doesn't have summer vacations.
  4. Age is just a number.
  5. Have courage to say goodbye to anything precious.
  6. First years, first impressions, first go-around, and first successes are equally important as second years, second impressions, second go-around, and second successes.
  7. Everyone has the right to find happiness.
  8. Be patient. Never rush.
  9. Take life one day at a time. Have fun, learn, and enjoy.
  10. If you talk the talk, you must stand by your talk.
  1. Do something to receive something.
  2. Money is a way to help people, create action, and show appreciation.
  3. Fight the pain, the suffering, and the struggles to keep living.
  4. Use your mind to see.
  5. Time is the ultimate judge.
  6. Live the present. Live the moment.
  7. Wait 24 hours for goods or services less than $100 and 48 hours for greater than $100 to avoid the urge to splurge.
  8. Do the little things and they add up in time.
  9. Life is a marathon, not a sprint.
  10. When you in a jam, go back to the basics. Go remind yourself the basics which is what I'm doing :D :D :D

My first blog was posted on Thur Aug 4, 2005. The 300th blog was posted on Sun Dec 7, 2008. Click 300 to read the entire 300th blog detailing the top blogs.

Sunday, June 29, 2025

Down And Out Both Are Never Permanent

Blogger's note: Today's blog is posted at both Innovating Common Knowledge and Finding Raymond Mar.

I connect the dots from yesterday to today. The following moments were down and out. There were no permanent downs and outs. The following moments could be a catastrophe. Disasters were prevented. The following moments could be negative life changes. I'm fortunate these negative life changes were temporary. The following moments were potential failures. Failures became satisfactory successes. Life found a way to bounce me back up. The system worked at the end of the day. Destiny, intuition, karma, going with the flow, divine intervention, whatever. A bad luck moment was countered with a good luck moment plus more goodness.

Faith, good luck, and/or good choices saved me from a permanent down and out. Many of these moments were luck. Few of these moments were good decisions. I needed help from family, co-workers, and friends. All assistances were appreciated. Here are the moments from oldest to newest. I categorized the moments good luck or good decision. I want to tell the story. Some of these moments connect.

*Changed Majors (Fall Semester 1995). Good decision. I changed majors from Mathematics to Economics as an undergraduate at San Jose State University. The preparing, volunteering, reading, and the guidance to become a high school math teacher were falling apart. I couldn't pass my math classes. I lost my desire.

One could say the change in majors were killing two birds with one stone. The first was switching majors my grade point average went up every semester thereafter. The second was I'm not teaching in high school today. I graduated with a Bachelors Of Science in Economics and a minor in Mathematics. I didn't waste my lower division math classes.

*First Job (Jul 1998). Good luck. It took me six months to find my first job after graduating at San Jose State University. I was a Research Analyst in a commercial real estate company. My parents pressured me to find a job naturally. I thought about going back to San Jose State University to earn a master's degree.

*Second Job (Feb 1999). Good luck. The manager who hired me at my first job hired me for my second job. Same job title in the same industry. I was a Research Analyst in commercial real estate. The second company was better than the first company. A total of five employees quit from my first company to work at the second company. Moreover, the second company saved me from the first company because I thought about quitting the first company.

*My Second Boss Was Fired (Sep 2002). Good luck. My first boss who hired me at my first job and my second job moved to Australia. My second boss was nothing. Officially, she found another job. Unofficially, she was fired.

I warned the office manager she was ineffective. I waited two years for her release.

*Full Metal Alchemist Midnight Marathon (May 2004). Good decision. A Fanime Con 2004 anime convention event was a midnight marathon showing the anime series Full Metal Alchemist. I watched 17 episodes from midnight to 7am. I stayed awake. The end of episode eight I said, "I'm going to cosplay Edward Elric." Edward Elric was the main character. I thank my mom for making my Edward Elric cosplay.

I contemplated retiring from anime for the remainder of 2004 because I talked to a friend much younger than me. He retired from anime. Watching the marathon delayed my retirement for nine years and four months. I officially retired in Sep 2013.

*Third Job (Mar 2007). Good luck. The second company started going downhill in late 2006. People began quitting. My third job was my first tech job. The company was the largest employer in San Jose, CA. I belong working in the tech industry.

*Grow Up (Oct 2008). Good decision. I remember the day for the rest of my life. I was lost in Aug-Sep 2008. I was weak. I realized I must grow up. My life changed forever. The life changes were immediate. I built a new Gaming PC, I started to read fiction books, I wore new clothes, I purchased my first fine watch, and I slept on a new mattress. I found new hobbies which included hiking, ballroom dancing, and listening to classic jazz. I started following new gym workout plans.

I include going back to school earning an Associate Of Arts degree in Accounting at De Anza College and vacationing in the state of Washington and visiting Victoria, British Columbia, Canada.

*First Job In A Start Up (Nov 2013). Good luck. I was a data entry and bookkeeper in a retail start up selling high end beer, wine, and sake at a discount price. Timing was good because I needed a distraction.

*Another Tech Job (Nov 2014). Good luck. My contract job at the start up company was satisfied. I found another contract job supporting an engineer at a networking server company.

*O'Connor Hospital (Apr 2017). Good decision and good luck. I experienced stomach pains since Mar 2017. The pain was too severe. My parents took me to the emergency room. The wait time was minimal. I was admitted as an in-patient requiring two surgeries. The hospital was not busy. The hospital was quiet. I was the only patient in a double occupancy room for three out of the four nights. The first surgery was Endoscopic Retrograde Cholangio Pancreatography which removed gallstones. The second surgery was Laparoscopic Cholecystectomy which removed my gallbladder. The doctors diagnosed me with Acute Gallstone Pancreatitis.

The moment was the first time I was an in-patient and first time doctors performed surgery.

*Safe At Home Plate, 50 Years Old At The Age Of 45, or Self Trained Genius (Aug-Sep 2019). Good luck. I can't choose a title for the Aug-Sep 2019 moment. I include any of the three. Choose any one.

I began hiking again devoting one day per month. I hiked the Montara Mountain Trail in Pacifica, CA for the first time on Labor Day weekend. I started to read Harry Potter by J.K. Rowling. I watched The Shawshank Redemption for the first time. My soul was saved. I became a genuine adult at the age of 45. I began training to become a self trained genius.

A Song And A Genius On The Uncontrolled Life

Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you; When you think everything's okay and everything's going right; And life has a funny way of helping you out when; You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up; In your face. --Ironic, Alanis Morissette

You can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something--your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life. --Steve Jobs

Update On A Past Blog

The Top Ten Saves blog written on Apr 25, 2020 mentioned four moments from above: my second boss was fired at number ten, number seven mentioned The Shawshank Redemption, number four was the Fanime Con 2004 Full Metal Alchemist midnight marathon, number two was O'Connor Hospital, and number one was growing up.

Three high school saves happened in my sophomore year. I took Geometry after my sophomore year in summer school to take Algebra II in my junior year. I played chess during the lunch hour. I played softball in Physical Education.

Another moment in Fall Semester 1995 which was a save. A shoutout to my Physics 61 laboratory partner who majored in General Engineering. He saved my ass.

Wednesday, June 25, 2025

Wisest Metaphors Sample Language

Memorize and practice these top wisdom metaphors to communicate your high intelligence or your strong opinion.

Okay, Dr. *fill in the blank* . . . . For example, "Explain more, Dr. Horrible." Another example is "Now that you started the conversation, Dr. Know-It-All, enlighten us with your intelligence."

An alternative is Okay, professor *fill in the blank*, what's the solution?

Everyone wears sunscreen.

My answer is a two part answer. Or three part. Or four part. Or five part.

It's rough *fill in the blank*. Examples are rough justice, rough love, and rough parenting.

I'm happy to be the last person to admit *fill in the blank*. I'm happy to be the last person to believe *fill in the blank*. I'm happy to be the last person to see *fill in the blank*.

It's a cry for justice. And it's a cry for help.

There is no bombshell. We already know it.

If *fill in the blank* is the final choice, then *insert person's name* is crazy.

I don't have a strong view. Or I don't have a weak view.

I'm proud to say I have no idea.

The coach must win five times in four games. These are the ridiculous expectations.

When the first silo opens, . . . .

1 + 1 = 6. It's the wrong thinking.

The only person to convince *person's name* to change his mind is *person's name*.

I'm not ducking the question. I'm not dodging the question. I'm not ignoring the question. I don't want to communicate an unexpected answer. . . . I answer the question. You're not going to like it.

It's a two horse race.

Get the big fish. Get the giant marlin.

Don't expect the pony under the Christmas tree. Accept the train set.

Are you talking about the hype or the merit?

Congratulations! Take your victory lap.

You're at Wendy's. Your order a number one Big Mac. The Wendy's cashier says, "Sir, this is a Wendy's." In other words, the restaurant doesn't serve that kind of food.

None of these candidates.

Don't be a stranger.

Do they error on the side of omission or on the side of commission?

You have a mold of clay or a block of clay. Create something your way. Make something to satisfy your desire.

You're fitting a square peg on a round hole. Good luck.

It's interpreted differently coming from you.

They don't understand you. You might as well speak alien.

Somebody went to bed to close the deal.

If you don't like what happening, then change the system.

There is not enough pie for everyone.

It's a fair question.

We are succeeding. The turnaround is happening. The plane with *insert person's name* goes down to maintain success.

If you end the friendship, then don't call me to help you change your car's tire.

Where is it located? Timbuctoo.

What's worst? *fill in the blank* or being lost in the woods?

Person 1: I'm not looking for a fight.
Person 2: I'm not looking for a fight, either.

I screwed up. I wasn't wrong.

It's a dumpster fire.
Name a dumpster after me. That's how people remember me.

A rising tide raises all boats.

Tell me the difference between stupid and illegal.

You made your bed. You sleep on it.

99% of people are expendable. Are you a Michael Jordan, Michael Jackson, Meryl Streep, or Tom Brady of *insert group*? No. Then you're expendable.

The hammer costs $1,000. $100 for the hammer tool. $900 on using the hammer properly.

Don't take pride being second on a one horse race.

You're cooking a steak. Don't savor on the sizzle. Savor on the steak.

Friday, June 20, 2025

My Generation X Sucks

Gen X is known as the forgotten generation. Gen X is between the bigger size and expressive generations Baby Boomers and Millennial or Gen Y. Gen X are people born between 1965 and 1981. Baby Boomers are people born between 1946-1964. Millennials are people born between 1981 and 1996.

Our childhood was latchkey. A latchkey kid is defined as a child left home alone or without supervision for most of the day because their parents are working. Another definition is a child returns to an empty residence after school or after other activities without supervision. We went to school by ourselves. We went home by themselves. We gathered in feral packs. We roamed the streets. The activities included riding bikes, playing baseball, skateboarding, and jumping rope. We included kids we didn't like because of inclusion. There were commercials reminding latchkey parents about their children; for example, a local news commercial said, "It's 10pm. Do you know where your children are?" Our parents said before we exited the front door, "Be home before dinner." Perhaps, our latchkey childhood explained no parental involvement. No guidance. No teaching. No nurturing.

Gen X prefers calls over text. We desire offline communication over online communication. We are more patient. Persistence and grit are true attributes. The process is more valuable than the result. Privacy is paramount. We prefer cash over credit cards.

Some world events included the Vietnam War, Watergate, the energy crisis in the 1970s, AIDS in the 1980s, President Ronald Regan's Reaganomics, Chernobyl, the Berlin Wall collapse, the Cold War ended, and the Apple and IBM personal computers. There were disco, MTV, and Michael Jackson.

The Gunnie Pigs

Gen X are the first people to watch educational television such as Sesame Street, The Electric Company, and Schoolhouse Rock! We experienced changes in music from vinyl records, cassette tapes, CDs, and then mp3s. We experienced changes in communication from typewriters to word processors; from landlines, car phones, pagers, mobile phones, cell phones, and then smart phones; from floppy disks, USB storage devices, email attachments, and then the cloud.

Gen X are the first workers with defined contribution accounts. These accounts are 401(k) and IRA for which the workers are responsible for their retirements. Baby Boomers retirement accounts are defined benefit pensions for which the company funded their retirement accounts. Moreover, we are the first generation both parents worked for dual incomes.

We Gen X juggle our lives by taking care of our children and our aging parents. We care about our families. We make sure our children are active such as dance class, band practices, and sports practices. We make sure our parents arrive at their medical appointments and rehab sessions. On the other hand, our generation saw an increase in the number of divorces.

Further, Gen X struggles with personal finances. It's an economic inflation storm of college tuition, utilities, mortgages or rent, insurances, and bare necessities. Some Gen X support their parents and their adult children. The increase costs make some Gen X work in their 60s and 70s. I hope they don't lose their jobs. They experience ageism while finding employment. They experience some jobs replaced with AI.

The 2000s decade Gen X's 401(k) and IRA declined because of the dot com bubble in Mar 2000 and the real estate bubble in Sep 2008. Our retirement accounts declined during a brief inflation in late 2018, COVID-19 global recession from 2020-2022, and the present inflation. We can be the first generation to experience the Social Security collapse. The forecast is Social Security loses all funding in the year 2033. Payments are decreased by 20% to 25%.

Update On A Past Blog

I wrote blogs blaming my parents for my unsuccessful life or loser life. I forgave them decades ago. It's not entirely my parent's fault. Gen X is to be blamed, too. Here are three blogs I blamed my parents: Top Ten Don't Be My Parents written on Mar 17, 2020, There Are Many Children With Parents Like Mine written on Jun 2, 2014, and Top Ten Lessons My Parents Failed To Teach Me written on May 2, 2013.

Wednesday, June 18, 2025

Top Ten Plus Five Equals Top Fifteen Moments From Oct 2013 To Aug 2019

Common life wisdoms. Learn from mistakes. Get better. Moments define us. We learn from moments. We grow from moments.

I'm proud no mistakes are repeated between the dates. Something good happened. These 15 moments are good moments and bad moments. There are life pains. There was a literal life pain in Apr 2017. 2016 was the fastest year. 2018 was the unluckiest year. Aug 2019 was the last time daily melancholy stopped. Patience and hard work paid off.

Here are the top ten plus five equals top fifteen moments from Oct 2013 to Aug 2019.

15. The Worst Day Of My Life (Sep 2014). There was a company located in Palo Alto, CA I worked for two days. The business activity was border line illegal. I felt sorry for the uneducated and the unfortunate who needed the job for income.

14. The Golden State Warriors Won The 2015 NBA Finals (Jun 16, 2015). I was less than one year old when the Warriors won the 1975 NBA Finals. It felt good the Warriors won a championship as a conscious awareness human.

13. Breaking Bad (Dec 2012-Dec 2014). My all-time favorite television series. The show is number one in the IMDb Top 250 TV Shows.

12. Pacific Mahjong League (Mar 2015-Feb 2019) and South Bay Mahjong (Aug 2015-Aug 2019 continue). Shoutouts to the Mahjong groups playing Hong Kong and Riichi styles. I include a Riichi self-promotion to intermediate level in 2017. The South Bay Mahjong continues past Aug 2019.

11. South Bay Job Search Network (Oct 14, 2013). I joined a local job networking group. Their experiences and their knowledge helped me get a job in Nov 2013. I used their information to improve my job search. They inspired me to continue learning new job skills and to continue reviewing my existing job skills. Joining the CSIX job networking group is included in the moment.

I include all job interviews in moment number 11. If you want me to share job interview stories, then we eat either lunch or dinner. Coffee is too short.

10. Steve Jobs (Feb 26, 2016). I read the late Jobs' biography Steve Jobs by Walter Isaacson. Steve Jobs is my all-time favorite book. Lessons learned. Wisdom acquired. Click Steve Jobs Compilation Blog I wrote on Aug 12, 2020 to read my past Steve Jobs blogs.

9. Artisan Wine Depot (Nov 2013-Sep 2014) and Palo Alto Networks (Nov 2014-May 2015). I combine these two companies which failed to strengthen my resume. The experiences from the mistakes and the politics inapplicable on a resume were greater than the work experience itself.

8. Joaquin Miller Park (Oct 6, 2018). A friend recommended hiking at Joaquin Miller Park in the Oakland, CA hills. I include the four hikes at the end of 2019. There were the San Pedro Valley Park And McNee Ranch State Park in Pacifica, CA in Aug 2019, another Joaquin Miller in Oct 2019, Castle Rock State Park in Nov 2019, and Mission Peak in Dec 2019.

7. Mission Peak (Sep 2015, Sep 2016, and Feb 2017). The Mission Peak moments receive a separate entry. I hiked the Hidden Valley trail ascending to the 2,517 feet elevation peak. Mission Peak is located in Fremont, CA.

6. Zion National Park (Oct 3-4, 2015 and Sep 16-17, 2016). My cousin organized the two visits to Zion National Park. My first time visiting Utah. My first time in the Mountain Time Zone. My first time camping. My first time backpacking.

5. Retired From Japanese Anime (Sep 20, 2014). Anime gave me experiences, adventures, lessons learned, and fun memories. It was time to move on. New priorities. New choices. Click Top Ten My All Time Favorite Anime Series I wrote on Sep 20, 2014 to read my all-time favorite anime series. Full Metal Alchemist is my all-time favorite anime series.

4. New Webpage Design (Jun 29, 2016). The 2015 and 2016 job training inspired me to redesign my webpage using Sublime Text, relearning HTML, learning JavaScript, and learning CSS.

3. The Real Job Training (Oct-Nov 2014 and May 2015-Aug 2019 continue). The skills include Power BI, R-Studio, Excel, Python, and SQL. YouTube videos, online education, books, articles, and online posts are my learning sources. My self job training continues past Aug 2019.

2. Restaurant Closed On Tuesdays (Tue Dec 4, 2018). It was the first time I saw a restaurant closed on Tuesdays. Not Mondays. Tuesdays. The event summed up year 2018. Bad luck. Bad timing. Misfortunes. Missed chances. Missed opportunities.

1. O'Connor Hospital (Apr 2-Apr 6, 2017). I was admitted as an in-patient requiring two surgeries. The first surgery was Endoscopic Retrograde Cholangio Pancreatography which removed gallstones. The second surgery was Laparoscopic Cholecystectomy which removed my gallbladder. The doctors diagnosed me with Acute Gallstone Pancreatitis. I wrote the blog Top Ten Daily Changes After O'Connor Hospital on Oct 21, 2017. I changed number seven New Jobs Search Schedule to one day from Mon to Sat.

Monday, June 16, 2025

My Vocabulary Dictionary

Words Numbers
4H: Head, heart, hands, health. We learn to do by doing.

Words A-C
Absence Of Malice: a requirement against defamation in a court of law. In journalism, it brings to attention the conflict between disclosing personal information and the public's right to know.
accursed: infallible. Absolutely trustworthy or sure. Unfailing in effectiveness or operation; certain.
acumen: keen discernment; insight; the ability to make good judgments and quick decisions
adjudicate: to reach a judicial decision on something, to make an official decision
algorithm: a process or set of rules to be followed in calculations or other problem-solving operations, especially by a computer
aloof: not friendly or forthcoming; distant; disinterested
altruism: the principle or practice of unselfish concern for or devotion to the welfare of others. The principle and moral practice of concern for happiness of other lives.
anecdotal: not necessarily true or reliable based on personal accounts rather than facts or research. Based on reports or observations from unscientific observations. Unreliable; hearsay; unscientific. anecdote is a brief story, usually told because it is relevant to the subject at hand. An anecdote a short account of a particular incident or event, especially of an interesting or amusing nature. A short, obscure historical or biographical account.
antagonist: a person who is opposed to, struggles against, or competes with another, opponent, adversary. The adversary of the hero or protagonist of a drama or other literary work.
apathy: lack of interest in anything
aphantasia: [a-fan-tas-ia] the inability to visualize images in the brain. Mind blindness.
apolitical: not political; of no political significance
apprehensive: anxious or fearful that something bad or unpleasant will happen
arbitrage: the simultaneous buying and selling of securities, currency, or commodities in different markets or in derivative forms in order to take advantage of different prices for the same asset. Buy and sell assets using arbitrage.
asinine: extremely stupid or foolish; unintelligent or silly; devoid of intelligence
assuage: to make milder or less severe; relieve; ease; mitigate; soothe, calm
astringent: 1 causing the contraction of skin cells and other body tissues. 2 taste or smell slightly acidic or bitter.
atomic: 1 of or relating to or comprising atoms. 2 of, using, or powered by nuclear energy; a source of immense power. 3 immeasurably small; an extremely small amount of a thing.
atrocious: 1 horrifying wicked. 2 of a very poor quality; extremely bad or unpleasant. Brutal, barbaric, appalling, cruel, awful.
attrition: the action or process of gradually reducing the strength or effectiveness of someone or something through sustained attack or pressure; wearing down; wearing away; weakening
au pair: a young foreign person, typically a woman, who helps with housework or child care in exchange for room and board
autoimmune disease: a disease the body's immune system attacks healthy cells
automaton: a machine moving by itself, designed to follow predetermined sequence of operations
awning: a covering attached to a building or residence
axiom: a statement or proposition which is regarded as being established, accepted, or self-evidently true
axiomatic: [ax-e-o-matic] self-evident or unquestionable; obviously true; accepted. For example, it's axiomatic good athletes have a strong mental attitude. It seems axiomatic people benefit from a good education.
bane: a person or thing that ruins or spoils. A deadly poison. Death; destruction; ruin.
benign: gentle and kindly. Not harmful in effect such as a benign medical condition; no cancer in a condition, tumor, or growth.
bereavement: [be-reav-ment] loss, grief, sorrow, sadness, death in the family, passing, passing away, decease.
blight: a specific symptom affecting plants in response to infection by a pathogenic organism
blithe: 1 happy, cheerful, carefree. 2 casually indifferent.
bravado: a bold manner or a show of boldness intended to impress or intimidate
capricious: tend to make sudden and unpredictable changes
carnauba: a fan palm with an edible root and leaves that yield carnauba wax. A carnauba tree.
catatonic: purifying. Producing a feeling of being purified emotionally, spiritually, or psychologically as a result of intense emotional experience or therapeutic technique.
catharsis: purification or purgation of the emotions (such as pity and fear) primarily through art, writing, theater, or music; spiritual renewal or release from tension
cay: a small low island; key
chyron: [ki-ron] a text-based graphic caption superimposed on a television screen or film frame; close captioning
cinderella liberty: a Navy jargon which is a shore pass which ends at midnight
cisgender: a person with gender identity is the same as their sex assigned at birth. Opposite of transgender.
clinch: 1 to settle a matter decisively. 2 to secure an object by beating object down. 3 boxing: to hold the opponent in the arms or body to prevent the opponent's punches. 4 slang: to embrace.
cockamamie: [cock-a-may-mie] ridiculous; implausible; pointless; stupid or silly
cohort: a group of people with commonality being together
compass rose: a diagram on a map displaying the directional orientation north, east, south, and west
concerto: a composition for one or more principal instruments, with orchestral accompaniment
concoct: 1 to create something by mixing or combining various ingredients in a new way. 2 to think up a story or plan.
conscientious objector: an individual who has claimed the right to refuse to perform military service
conservatorship: legally defined as a court case where a judge appoints an individual or organization, called the conservator, to care for someone who "cannot care" for themselves or who cannot manage their own finances
contentious: causing or likely to cause an argument; controversial
coolly: in a way that lacks friendliness or enthusiasm
copyright trap: a publisher intentionally places wrong or fictitious information, so that if someone copies from them they can find out. Common examples are made-up cities and words in maps and dictionaries.
cordial: [kawr-juhl] As an adjective, courteous and gracious; friendly; warm. Sincere; heartfelt. As a noun, a strong, sweetened, aromatic alcoholic liquor; liqueur.
cordon: a line of circle of police, soldiers, or guards prevent access to or from an area or building. Prevent access to or from an area or building by surrounding it with police or other guards. The troops cordon around the headquarters. The city center was cordoned off after fires were discovered in two stores.
corollary: 1 a proposition which follows from and is often appended to one already proved. A proposition that follows directly from the proof of another proposition. 2 a direct or natural consequence or result; for example, the huge increases in unemployment were the corollary of expenditure cuts.
cull (verb): to remove as worthless. Remove an inferior thing or person from a larger groups.
culpable: deserve blame. Merits condemnation. Guilty, criminal, blameworthy.
cyclic: occurring in cycles; regularly repeated

Words D-F
daft: 1 silly, foolish British informal. 2 mad, insane British informal.
day of reckoning: the time when one is called to account for one's actions, to pay one's debts, or to fulfill one's promises or obligations
debutante: a young woman making a debut into society
decrement: a reduction or diminution. A gradual decrease in quality or quantity. Becoming smaller or shorter.
delectable: delightful, highly pleasing, enjoyable; delicious
demigod: a being with partial or lesser divine status such as a minor deity, the offspring of a god and a mortal, or a mortal raised to divine rank. Part human and part divine or part human and part deity.
dilemma: a situation in which a difficult choice has to be made between two or more alternatives, especially equally undesirable ones. A difficult situation or problem. An argument forcing an opponent to choose either of two unfavorable alternatives.
discombobulate: to throw into a state of confusion; upset; frustrate
disintermediate: to remove middlemen from a transaction, supply chain, or decision making process. Reduce or eliminate intermediaries between producers and consumers.
dole: a portion or allotment of money, food, etc.; distributing. To distribute in charity.
dote: 1 to bestow or express excessive love or fondness habitually. 2 to show a decline of mental faculties, especially associated with old age.
dowager: a widow with a title or property derived from her late husband
dox: search for and publish private or identifying information about an individual on the internet with malicious intent. Doxxed is past tense or past participle. Doxing or doxxing is the act of publicly providing personally identifiable information about an individual or organization, usually via the Internet and without their consent to do so; for example, post a drivers license id on social media with contact information. A cyberbullying.
Drinking The Kool-Aid: refers to a person or people believing in something usually negative without examination
dysentery: bacterial diarrhea which is bloody diarrhea. The symptoms are fever, abdominal pain, and incomplete defecation. Causes include contaminated food and contaminated water with feces.
ELI5: explain like I'm 5
elucidate: make clear, explain, clarify
emaciated: [uh-mish-e-a-ted] abnormally thin or weak, especially because of illness or a lack of nutrition; malnutrition
embellish: to make something more attractive, interesting, or entertaining by adding details or features, especially ones not true
embolism: blockage of artery. A condition in which an artery is blocked by an embolus, usually a blood clot formed at one piece in the circulatory and then lodging in another.
endearment: a word or phrase expressing love or affection
engender: to produce, cause, or give rise to
enigma: somebody or someone not easily explained or understood
entailment: 1 a relationship between sentences where one sentence is true if the others are; for example, "Her son drives her to work every day" and "Her son knows how to drive" are related by entailment. Logical consequence.
entropy: a state of disorder or a gradual decline into disorder; chaos
ephemeral: [uh-feh-mir-uhl] anything short-lived. Lasting a very short time. For example, the ephemeral joys of childhood, a passing fancy, youth's transient beauty, and love is transitory yet it is essential.
erudite: having or showing great knowledge gained from studying and reading
esquire: (initial capital letter) an unofficial title of respect, having no precise significance
estrange: to cause somebody to stop feeling friendly or affectionate toward somebody else or sympathetic towards a tradition or belief
excelsior: a Latin word meaning ever upward
exogamy: marriage outside a specific tribe or similar social unit
expedient: [x-pee-di-ent] 1 appropriate, advisable, or useful requires action. 2 an advantage.
extort: to wrest or wring money or information from a person by violence, intimidation, or abuse of authority; obtain by force, torture, threat, or the like
facade: 1 the front of a building, especially an imposing or decorative one; any side of a building facing a public way or space and finished accordingly. 2 a superficial appearance or illusion of something.
fallible: capable of making mistakes or being erroneous
fealty: 2 fidelity; faithfulness
feebly: in a way that lacks strength or force. In a way that fails to convince or impress.
feral cat: a domesticated cat returned to the wild. In contrast, a stray cat is a pet cat lost or abandoned.
fibromyalgia: a chronic muscle pain, fatigue, sleep problems, and widespread tenderness
flabbergasted: greatly surprised or astonished; shocked
fledge: to raise a young bird until it's able to fly.
fledgling: an inexperienced, immature, underdeveloped person
forbear: to refrain or abstain from; withhold. To hold back, to be patient.
foregone conclusion: a result that is obvious to everyone even before it happens. A result that can be predicted with certainty. An inevitable conclusion or result.
fornication: voluntary sexual intercourse between two unmarried persons or two persons not married to each other
fritter: a word describing a wide variety of fried foods

Words G-I
gallows: a structure, typically of two uprights and a crosspiece, for the hanging of criminals; execution by hanging
garden variety: of the usual or ordinary type; commonplace
going commando: not wearing any underwear
golden handcuffs: an employer defers payments and benefits to an employee to prevent him or her working at another company
granular: resembling or consisting of small grains or particles. Finely detailed, highly detailed; having many small and distinct parts as in granular reports.
greenwash: a superficial or insincere display of concern for the environment by an organization; the process of conveying a false impression or providing misleading information about how a company's products are more environmentally sound
grift: a group of methods for obtaining money falsely through the use of swindles, frauds, dishonest gambling, etc.
gully: a small valley or ravine originally worn away by running water or prolonged rains. (slang) of or relating to the environment, culture, or life experience in poor urban neighborhoods.
haircut: 1 the act or process of cutting and shaping the hair. 2 a reduction in the value of an asset such as a stock or a bond.
harbor feelings: to have a thought or feeling in your mind for a long time
harlot: a prostitute
hedonism: the pursuit of pleasure; sensual self-indulgence
hegemony: leadership or predominant influence exercised by one nation over others. Aggression or expansionism by large nations in an effort to achieve world domination.
hemorrhage: a medical term for heavy discharge of blood from the blood vessels; ruptured blood vessel. A rapid or uncontrollable loss or outflow; the loss of assets.
heuristic: 1 encouraging discovery of solutions; discover solutions. 2 involving trial and error.
heuristicism: a method of solving a problem for which no formulas exist based from methods or experiences
hovel: a small, squalid, unpleasant, or simply constructed dwelling
hubris: excessive pride or self-confidence; arrogance
hygge: a Danish term to relax with good friends or loved ones with food and drinks
hypochondriac: a person who is often or always worried about his or her own health. An excessive preoccupation with or anxiety about one's health.
hypocrisy: a pretense of having a virtuous character, moral, or religious beliefs or principles, etc. that one does not really possess. A pretense of having some desirable or publicly approved attitude.
idiosyncrasy: a characteristic, habit, mannerism, or the like, that is peculiar to an individual
idyllic: [i-dill-ic] serenely beautiful, untroubled, and happy
impassive: without emotion; apathetic; unloved
impertinence: lack of respect; rudeness
impertinent: not showing proper respect; rude. Not pertinent to a particular matter; irrelevant.
improv: short for improvisational theater. The actors make up scenes, dialogue, and characters on the spot. An improv time length is short lasting minutes.
incorrigible: a person not able to correct, improve, or reform their bad tendencies; uncontrollable, unruly
increment: Something added or gained; addition; increase. The act or process of increasing; growth.
indefinable: not able to be defined or described exactly. Hard to define. Hard to describe.
indict: formally accuse of or charge with a serious crime. To charge with a crime by the finding or presentment of a jury in due form of law.
ineffable: incapable of being expressed or described in words; inexpressible
inept: lacking the competence or skill for a particular task
infallible: incapable of making mistakes or being wrong; never fail; always effective. Absolutely trustworthy or sure.
inimitable: so good or unusual as to be impossible to copy; unique. Can't be imitated. Can't be copied.
insinuate: suggest or hint in an indirect and unpleasant way. Usually something bad or reprehensible.
insufferable: not to be endured; intolerable; unbearable
inure: [in-nor] to accustom to accept something undesirable. Frequent exposure to something bad; accustomed. Get used to something difficult or unpleasant. Past participle is inured. Law definition is come into operation; take effect.
irascible: having or showing a tendency to be easily angered

Words J-L
jackal: 2 a person who performs dishonest or base deeds as the follower or accomplice of another. 3 a person who performs menial or degrading tasks for another.
jaded: tired, bored, worn out, or lacking enthusiasm, typically after having had too much of something
jewel: a person unique, beautiful, pure, sweet like an angel; a precious possession; a person or thing treasured
juxtapose: to place or deal with close together for contrasting effect; black and white photos of slums were starkly juxtaposed with color images
keel: the longitudinal structure along the centerline at the bottom of a vessel's hull, on which the rest of the hull is built, in some vessels extended downward as a blade or ridge to increase stability. Base. Bottom. Bottom side.
kleptomania: a recurrent urge to steal, typically without regard for need or profit. A persistent neurotic impulse to steal especially without economic motive.
knee-jerk: readily predictable, react without thinking, react by a habitual manner
lame duck: an official (especially the president) in the final period of office, after the election of a successor
latchkey kid: a child left home alone or without supervision for most of the daylight because their parents are working. A child returns to an empty home after school or other activities without supervision.
leeway: the amount of freedom to move or act that is available. An allowable margin of freedom or variation; tolerance.
loath: unwilling; reluctant; disinclined; averse
loathe: to feel disgust or intense aversion for; abhor
lobotomize: 1 surgical operation nerves at the prefrontal lobe of brain severed. 2 make someone sluggish, mentally numb, lack energy, vitality.

Words M-O
macabre: to include gruesome and horrific details of death and decay
magnanimous: generous in forgiving an insult or injury, especially toward a rival or less powerful person
magnolia: any shrub or tree of the genus Magnolia, having large, usually fragrant flowers and an aromatic bark, much cultivated for ornament. Also the state flower of Louisiana and Mississippi.
maintain: to keep in existence or continuance; preserve; retain. To keep in an appropriate condition, operation, or force.
masticate: to chew
maven: an expert or connoisseur. A person who acquires knowledge.
melodramatic: behaving, speaking, done, or said in a way which is more dramatic, shocking, or highly emotional that the situation demands
microcosm: a little world; a world in miniature
mimosa: a cocktail drink composed of champagne or sparkling wine and citrus fruit juice
misassembled: to put the parts of something together in an incorrect manner; to assemble wrongly
misogyny: dislike of, contempt for, or ingrained prejudice against women
morbid: an unusual interest in disturbing and unpleasant subjects such as death and disease. A curiosity in grisly or gruesome matters
mutually exclusive: two or more things can't happen or exist at the same time. Or things which contradict each other.
myopic: lacking in foresight or discernment; narrow in perspective and without concern for broader implications. Lacking tolerance or understanding. Nearsighted.
mystic (noun): a person who claims to attain, or believes in the possibility of attaining, insight into mysteries transcending ordinary human knowledge, as by direct communication with the divine or immediate intuition in a state of spiritual ecstasy
mystic (adjective): involving or characterized by esoteric, otherworldly, or symbolic practices or content, as certain religious ceremonies and art; spiritually significant; ethereal
nebulous: hazy, vague, indistinct, or confused; hard to define
nefarious: a wicked or criminal action or activity. Crime. Villain. Evil.
nepotism: the unfair practice by a powerful or influential person of giving jobs and other favors to family and relatives
nihilist: a person who believes life is meaningless and rejects all religious and moral principles. Nihilism is a philosophy negating knowledge, the meaning of life, and morals.
non sequitur: a conclusion or reply which doesn't follow logically from the previous statement; a reply which has no relevance. A statement containing an illogical conclusion.
normalize: to make something normal or return something to normal, or become or return to normal. Make conform.
nothingburger: something that is or turns out to be insignificant or lacking in substance. Not deliver in promise. Nothing, nobody.
nubile: 1 (of a young woman) suitable for marriage. 2 (of a young person, usually a woman) sexually developed and attractive.
odious: deserving or causing hatred; hateful; detestable. Highly offensive; repugnant; disgusting.
oligarchy: a small group of people having control of a country, organization, or institution. Government by the few. The government in which power rests with a small number of people.
omniscient: knowing or seeming to know everything. I'm the omniscient narrator.
op-ed: short for opposite the editorial page. Also opinion editorial.

Words P-R
pagan: [a broad definition] a person holding religious beliefs other than those of the main or recognized religions
pageantry: elaborate display or ceremony. Spectacular display.
palimony: a form of alimony awarded to one of the partners in a romantic relationship after the breakup of that relationship following a long period of living together
panacea: 1 a remedy for all disease or ills; cure-all. 2 an answer or solution for all problems or difficulties.
panache: flamboyant or grand confidence of style or manner. Verve; style; flair. A stylish, original, and very confident way of doing things which makes people admire you.
pander: a person who caters to or profits from the weaknesses or vices of others
parasite: 1 an organism that lives on or in an organism of another species, known as the host, from the body of which it obtains nutriment. 2 a person who receives support, advantage, or the like, from another or others without giving any useful or proper return, as one who lives on the hospitality of others.
parenthetical: relating to or inserted as a parenthesis
parity: the state or condition of being equal, especially regarding status or pay. (of a number) the fact of being even or odd.
parlay: turn an initial stake or winnings from a previous bet into a greater amount in gambling. A cumulative series of bets in which winnings accruing from each transaction are used as a stake for a further bet.
parochial: 1 of or relating to a church parish. 2 confined or restricted; limited or narrow in scope or outlook.
partisan: a strong supporter of a person, group, or cause. A resistance fighter.
patrician: an aristocrat or nobleman. High social rank. A person of high birth. A group of ruling class families in ancient Rome.
pauper: a very poor person
pedantic: of or like a pedant. Pedantic describes a person who annoys others by correcting small errors, caring too much about minor details, or emphasizing their own expertise especially in some narrow or boring subject matter.
pedestrian (adjective): lacking uninspired or excitement; dull. Lacking in vitality, imagination, distinction.
penchant: a strong or habitual liking for something or tendency to do something. A strong inclination, taste, or liking for something.
pensive: engaged in, involving, or reflecting deep or serious thought
peregrine: coming from another region or country; stranger; wanderer
perfidy: treachery or deceit
perpetual: lasting forever, lasting indefinitely, occurring repeatedly
perverse: willfully determined or disposed to go counter to what is expected or desired; contrary; disobedient
phallocentric: focused on or concerned with the phallus or penis as a symbol of male dominance. Dominated by male attitudes. Having the male, or male sexual feelings or activity, as the main subject of interest.
phallus: a penis. An erect penis. Used to reference male potency or male dominance. An object resembles a penis.
philanderer: a person who frequently enters into casual sexual relationships or affairs; a womanizer
pinnace: a small boat, with sails or oars, forming part of the equipment of a warship or other large vessel
placate: to make someone less angry or hostile. To pacify by concessions or conciliatory gestures. Stop someone from feeling angry. Appease, soothe, pacify, comfort, calm.
plinth: a slab-like member beneath the base of a column or pier. A square base or a lower block, as of a pedestal.
pliable: flexible and easily bent. Easily persuaded or influenced.
polarize: to break up into opposing factions or groupings; divide into two sharply contrasting groups or sets of opinions or beliefs
polymer: a natural or synthetic compound that consists of large molecules made of many chemically bonded smaller identical molecules; for example, starch and nylon
pompous: excessively elevated or ornate; having or exhibiting self-importance or arrogance. Characterized by an ostentatious display of dignity or importance. Conceited. Inflated ego.
posh: sumptuously furnished or appointed; luxurious; very classy or sophisticated
posthumously: after the death of the originator
Potter's field: slang for an unmarked burial ground. Pauper's grave, common grave. Unknown, unclaimed, or indigent people are buried.
precipice: a very steep rock face or cliff. Close to a bad situation or dangerous situation.
premeditated: an action thought out or planned beforehand. Full conscious willful intent and a measure of forethought and planning. Thought of or planned before being done. Planned in advance with a purpose; no accident. Done deliberately. Planned in advanced. Planned. Calculated. Deliberate.
proselyte: a new convert to a religious faith or political doctrine
protagonist: the leading character, hero, or heroine of a drama or other literary work. A proponent for or advocate of a political cause, social program, etc. The leader or principal person in a movement, cause, etc.
punitive: inflicting or intended as punishment. Extremely high taxing or charging.
purgatory: in Roman Catholic, a place or state of suffering inhabited by the souls of sinners who are explaining their sins before going to heaven. Having the quality of cleansing or purifying.
putative: generally considered or reputed to be. Commonly accepted or supposed. To be known as something by reputation or generally accepted.
QED: Latin for quod erat demonstrandum. Translated as that which was to be demonstrated.
quagmire: 2 an awkward, complicated, or dangerous situation difficult to escape
quorum: the smallest number of people who must be at a meeting for official decisions to be made by voting
reckoning: count; computation; calculation. The settlement of accounts as between two companies. Bill. An accounting, as for things received or done. An appraisal or judgment.
red herring: something intended to divert attention from the real problem or matter at hand; a misleading clue
regurgitate: bring swallowed food up again to the mouth. Repeat information without analyzing or comprehending it. Taken in at least partially digested and then spit back out. To bring back swallowed food into the mouth or back up through one's throat and out the mouth. Repeating facts.
remunerate: to pay, recompense, or reward for work, trouble, etc.
resonant: strong and deep in tone; echoing, as sounds
revenant: a person who returns; a person who returns as a spirit after death
rhetorical question: a question asked for effect that neither expects nor require an answer
rue: to feel sorry over; repent of; regret bitterly. To wish that something had never been done, taken place, etc. To feel sorrow, repentance, or regret. Sorry, repentance, regret.

Words S-U
sanctimonious: making a show of being morally superior to other people. Acting as if morally better than others. self-righteous; moralist; righteousness.
satire: the use of humor, irony, exaggeration, or ridicule to expose and criticize people's stupidity or vices
sea grape: plant native to coastal beaches throughout tropical America and the Caribbean
secular: of or pertaining to worldly things or to things that are not regarded as religious, spiritual, or sacred
sentient: capable of feeling and perception. Capable of responding emotionally rather than intellectually.
shill: an accomplice of a hawker, gambler, or swindler who acts as an enthusiastic customer to entice or encourage others; one who acts as a decoy. To act as a spokesperson or promoter.
skibidi: [skip-pity] comes from a series of extremely popular YouTube videos titled "skibidi toilet." A nonsense word which means nothing.
skittish: 1 nervous or easily scared. 2 lively or playfully unpredictable.
sobriquet: a person's nickname
sportswash: an individual, group, corporation, or government using sports to improve their tarnished reputation hosting a sporting event, the purchase a sports team, or by participation in the sport itself
subsequent: 1 occurring or coming later or after. 2 following in time or order. Something that comes after something else.
succinct: short and clear; short and to the point
sundries: items, especially small, miscellaneous items of little value
sunset clause: a sunset clause is a provision in a contract, law, or regulation that automatically expires on a specified date or after a certain event. It essentially puts a time limit on the agreement or law, requiring renewal or modification to keep it in effect beyond that deadline.
superficial: existing or occurring at or on the surface. Appearing to be the true or real only until examined more closely.
superfluous: being more than is sufficient or required; excessive. Unnecessary or needless.
suprarational: beyond rational comprehension; based on or involving factors not to be comprehended by reason alone
sycophant: a person who tries to win favors from wealthy or influential people by flattering them up; a flatter; a suck up. A servile self-seeking person.
taciturn: [tass-a-turn] habitually uncommunicative or reserved in speech and matter
tertiary: third in order or level; in geology, the first period of the Cenozoic era
Timbuktu: slang for a place or location too far away. Timbuctoo is the incorrect spelling.
tonic immobility: can cause humans to be involuntary paralyzed during a trauma moment
transcendent: going beyond ordinary limits; surpassing; exceeding; exceeding usual limits
trepidation: tremulous fear or alarm; perturbation. A feeling of fear or agitation about something that may happen.
trope: a word, phase, expression, or image that is used in a figurative way for rhetorical effect
tumescence: the quality or state of being tumescent. Ready for sexual activity marked especially by vascular congestion of the sex organs. The normal engorgement with blood of the erectile tissues, marking sexual excitation, and possible readiness for sexual activity.
tumescent: swollen or becoming swollen, especially as a response to sexual arousal
turd: a lump of excrement. A person regarded as obnoxious or contemptible.
uncanny: strange, mysterious, or unfamiliar, especially in an unsettling way. Being beyond what is normal or expected.
unequivocally: in a way which leaves no doubt. Clear and unambiguous.
ungodly: irreligious or immoral. Unreasonably. Denying or disobeying God. Extremely unacceptable.
uppity: self-important, arrogant, superiority, presumptuous

Words V-Z
veranda or verandah: a roofed, open-air hallway or porch, attached to the outside of a building. A veranda is often partly enclosed by a railing and frequently extends across the front and sides of the structure.
vicarious: performed, exercised, received, or suffered in place of another. Taking the place of another person or thing; acting or serving as a substitute.
vicariously: in a way that is experienced in the imagination through the actions of another person
vindictive: having or showing a strong desire for revenge motivated by a feeling of injustice or hurt; unwilling to forgive
virile: [ve-ril] having strength, energy, and a strong sex drive. Strength. Full of energy.
visceral: 2 relating to deep inward feelings rather than to the intellect; emotions over intelligence; instinctive. 1 relating to the viscera or internal organs in a body.
vitriol: something highly caustic or severe in effect as criticism
voir dire: the questioning of prospective jurors by a judge and attorneys in court; jury selection. French for to see and to say.
wallflower: (slang) someone who could be called shy, someone who doesn't feel comfortable around other people. They don't like to have attention on them because it makes them uncomfortable.
watershed: a turning point, or historic moment; e.g., the day you got your braces off might have been a watershed moment in your life. A turning point, the exact moment that changes the direction of an activity or situation. A watershed moment is a dividing point, from which things will never be the same. A critical turning point in time where everything changes that will never be the same as before.
whitewash: to gloss over or cover up an error, a fault, or some wrongdoing. In sports, it's to hold an opponent scoreless.
winsome: charming, especially with a naive and innocent quality
wistful: having or showing a feeling of vague or regretful longing. Melancholy. Sad longing. Sad appearance. Thinking sadly about something. Full of yearning.
yule log: a large log of wood that traditionally formed the backlog of the fire at Christmas